Dum Dee Dum~

New Year Plan (?)

2011-12-31T10:36:00.000+08:00

Hello, dears!!!

Last day of the year ((feeling extremely old now, teehee~
Gonna cover myself with all the notes and books.
Have you be a good girl / good boy of the year?

Please ignore my over-big-sized face.... XDDD

<3<3

Study Mood vs Selca

2011-12-30T12:05:00.000+08:00

Exam is next week... and I stuck in my room now...

study mood on !!!

(((( battery low ==lll

Happy Study-ing

to those is facing exam

for those is now holiday-ing

Get fatter...

XDDDD

**evil laugh

smile =))

Hmmm

2011-12-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

HMMMmmm.....

Just memorizing presentation script...

please ignore me ;)

...

HmmmmmMMMMMmmmmm........

peekaboo~

most valuable after u enter uni

2011-11-24T08:13:00.001+08:00

This is the only thought in my mind after

the freaking dammit fire drill last night.

screw you!!!!!!!

forgive me of my temper for

the insufficient sleep last night.

gonna faint today in the lecture.

blame the fire drill.

Shichigosan festival (event)

2011-11-20T01:25:00.001+08:00

Hey yo!!!!

Putting aside the textbook and computer, I went to ~~play again~~ volunteer for a Japanese's festival, Shichigosan Autumn Festival in Gurney Plaza !!! XD

Shicigosan festival mainly is for children range from 3-7 years old.

Hoping children wouldnt run crazy ** putting fingers together**

Proof of me being a crew member. ^^

The event started at 12.00pm with a bamboo sword performance

(not sure what it is called. )

Not really interested about the performance, although they are like shouting and yelling to release their energy. And yeah, they even tried hitting each other on the head.

Ouch~

On a Japanese's event, of course we got Japanese's Tradisional Clothing session. (((with fee charges, even for the crew =((

See the clothes piling up on the table?

Those are Kimono s. Pretty~~

Wearing Kimono is much complicated then you wearing your bathrobe, a person actually required 3 people to help out. There are plenty of designs to wear a pretty kimono. They even tie a white cloth at your abdomen to make sure your little fat stomach(?) wouldnt come out to say hello. >'''<

Hi, pretty girl. <3<3 muakz~

Where is mine?

Nope, I think rm25 (photo-taking session) + rm10 (photo) are where too expensive.

Rather to use the money to give my stomach foods then picture-taking. Btw, I still got hope to wear a kimono when I go to a real Japan, right? right? RIGHT???? XDDD

Her face was so white and me seems like charchoal.
Luckily, still got photo editing software. XDDD

Next up : Cosplay character.
What a Japan's festival without completed with a cosplay session.

Just two of characters that I managed to recognise, still, I happily taking pictures with all of them. XDDD

Next up: Shichigosan festival ( shopping + food)

stay tuned. ^^

off for study.

2011-11-16T22:46:00.001+08:00

Stop complaining and live like a princess from now on.

>U<

2011-11-11T09:34:00.001+08:00

11.11.11

have you Make Wishes?

光棍节快樂!!!
HAPPY SINGLE'S DAY

Have you found your apple of your eyes?

2011-11-10T22:07:00.001+08:00

Literally, I feel like banging my head as this is my second time writing the post. My previous post just vanished into oxygen/ CO2/ unknown gas form. Sucks.

So, gonna made this as short as possible post.

WATCH THIS MOVIE, DONT READ BOOK;

READ THE BOOK; DONT WATCH THE MOVIE.

Same like the twilight saga. However, if you gonna watch this movie with friends and discuss about it after the show, better with same gender unless you are open-hearted. There is many guys' jokes which I think a little too much.

Overall, it is still an enjoyable movie. Oh yea, I like the last part, when the groom dared the main character and friends to kiss him like the way they wishes to when they requested a kiss with bride as memory. The main character immediately dashed and gave him a FRENCH KISSSS~~~~ ( he imagined the groom as bride, as he didnt have the real chance to date the bride

(((( good job!!! XDDD

Lesson of the story:

See who are you dealing with when you are daring people.

You Are The Apple Of My Eye 那些年，我們一起追的女孩

九把刀電影作品 / a Giddens film

Cast: Chen-Tung Ko, Yen-Hsi Chen (Michelle Chen), Chia-Wei Hu, Ao-Chuan, Chang-Hsien Tsai, Shao-Wen Hao, Sheng-Yu Yen

Movie Synopsis:

青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了，還盼望回頭再淋它一次。

柯騰的一群好友，為了共同喜歡的沈佳宜，不約而同從精誠中學國中部直升到高中部，繼續未完的戀愛戰鬥。

某天柯騰因過度惡作劇被導師處罰，坐到好學生沈佳宜前面，由她代為監視。起先兩人彼此抗拒，但柯騰漸漸喜歡上逼他用功讀書的沈佳宜，沈佳宜也受到柯騰帶來的迥異價值觀深深地衝擊，柯騰展開了追求，沈佳宜則猶豫不決。

高中畢業後，原本快要在一起的柯騰與沈佳宜，卻因為柯騰舉辦的自由格鬥賽大吵一架，遺憾未能成為戀人。

看著一起追過多年的女孩步入禮堂，成了別人的新娘子，每個男孩都得到了各自的成長，也繼續追尋各自的幸福。

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Off-topic:

Had lunch at Cafe Takahashi after the movie. (Full column is 5)

Food : ## (Flat/Boring)

Price :###

Atmosphere : #### (Quiet, maybe it is because weekday(?)

Overall : ###

青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了，還盼望回頭再淋它一次。
Off for joy. ^^

2011-11-06T11:57:00.001+08:00

If someone asked you whether you are missing him/her,

what you gonna answer?

a) yup, certainly.

b) nope.

((which i think is a little impolite

c) IDK / No comment.

d) Give me one year time.

e) Think yourself.

Personally, I think this is a bizarre question. What if person answer you, the answer you do not expected? I think they have their ideal answer in minds. Missing someone is something too personal to tell instead they tell you their own. Besides, what if I tell you, "ohhhh, I misssss you so much until the world end." Do you believe me? Even myself also doubt it.

How about couple?

DAMMIT, HOW SHOULD I KNOW!!!

being too aggressive in the morning, off to connect back my nerve

Greenlung- flash mob

2011-11-06T08:00:00.000+08:00

Flash mob?
What's that?

Please use Mr.Google ^^
I came across this event coincidentally while I was browsing my FB pages. Immediately I agreed to attend the event.... but, but, BUT it was a dancing flash mob!

ehhhh, can I dance robot dance? >////<

USM flash mob event's video.

With buddy, after the event. huhu~

K-cafe: GIL

2011-11-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

K-pop,K-pop, K-pop, K-POP!!!!

I totally immersed into Korean star, drama and show. Leng chai, leng lui le.... I have many Korean star When I knew there is a Korean cafe near my hostel, I quickly dragged my friends with me. ((Although she had once with her other g-fren XDDD

Before that, I heard the cafe is selling food at affordable price, but when my food arrived I was rather disappointed. The price is indeed cheap, rm8 (for me) compared to outside restaurant, but the portion of food is indeed small.

Even for me, I need to steal some of my friend's food to fill my little tummy.

((Or it is time for me to on diet? >///<

Later I ordered a cup of ginseng tea. Again, it tastes like ordinary red tea for me. Nothing special + a little too sweet.

I did not take any of the interior so I grab a few of the pictures from FB on their site. The shop is not to big, just managed to keep four tables inside excluded 4 more tables outside. The environment is comfortable, clean, and WHITE. XDDD If you are finding a place chatting with friends (those K-pop fan too), this is indeed an suitable corner.

Of course, the boss is a Korean. He even aired korean songs although most of the songs I already have it on my laptop. Not to mention, there is a notice board posting up Korean star's paper cutting. If there is a plasma tv, screening music video, I will sit there forever!!! <3<3<3

pictures from gil's facebook site.

Feeling extremely hungry now, off for food~~~ =O=

Starting from zero-part1

2011-11-05T14:30:00.000+08:00

Bobobo!!!

ello darlings~!!!

Like promise, I finally uploaded my pictures. ( I so free during holiday ^^)

Just like other normal orientation, the ceremony was BORED. Each day was like talk after talk, freshies like me can only complain and mumbling within ourselves. I always think all the first-year (freshy2) were easily recognized because they were have these serious, emotionless expression due to nervous of new environment.

I am also one of them.( See my serious face? XDDD)

Wanted to take photos but sitting in a formal ceremony, better to alert all the time. ><

The map really save me several time (感激捏~~

whenever I cant find the destinations. Those ~~freaking lowsy, incomplete~~ road sign really cant be rely on, I wanted to 'conteng' myself on them (maybe I caught mistaken I am monkey >W<)

Picture took by my naughty friend. All freshies 'tumbang' ady due to several sleepless night.

That's all of my pictures in ceremony.
Too little?
I am a good student ma (hehe~) didnt managed to snap more pictures as all the senior_aka _facilitors were just a few steps a way. Good student must sit still, right? with hiding a ipod underneath my sweater. Huhu~

to be continued...

2011-11-05T11:26:00.001+08:00

ellooooo, darlings!!! >V<

It is H.O.L.I.D.A.Y

holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!holiday!
Can you feel my excitement? Blek~~~
What more important than a day begin with a smile?
Smile + Coffee+ Newspaper = AWESOME

Gotta rocks Ipoh before rolling back to Penang.
Wait for me ya!!!!

*Gotta upload more college photo .

coming soon~

D-day

2011-09-04T15:03:00.001+08:00

Finally, D-day has came.

Good thing is ME finally off for work.( I know I kinda late... ^^)

Mimi and Hoho have came back for weekend-holiday which makes me quite happy before I am about leaving for Penang study. Momo is kinda busy (as usual) .
Sticking and lying in house with my siblings and my mother seems so warm even though we arent really doing anything together. But, with chatting, eating, watching tv, gossiping, all of these minor minor daily activities makes my heart feel so warm and satisfied.

Today is D-3 and I am undeniably looking forward to life in university.
It is the time I fence for myself alone. ^^

Make my day lights

2011-08-03T11:02:00.001+08:00

Many things happens recently. Happy and sad. A person really bother me much but I can do nothing. Instead of becoming mad, I try to ignore at least there will be less friction between us. Nah~ I not sure when things turns ugly between us but I will try not to make it worst.

So, when things do make me sad, korean variety show lights my day again no matter what. (Currently, I am Infinity Challenge's fan, huhu~ ) Korean star often have a story behind their back. This is one of the comedian/MC that I favour the most.

Cheers,ppl~ although you feel that desperate.

(Dont u think he looks funny? ;) )

PS** People meet and go separate way all the time, why waste time on anger?

It is Wednesday~

2011-08-03T10:47:00.000+08:00

Hello~
Wednesday will be a good day.

Taking a day off yesterday for this week, do nothing important. Went for a facial treatment. Finally buck up some courage and brought a facial treatment session value RM340. hehe~

Hope ur day will like sunflower, always looks for hope.

2011-07-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

http://jaceyalone.blogspot.com/

Back In Action

2011-07-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hello, its me!!!
This is really a loooooooong time after my last post.

Gonna update on everyone status and be more active in my blog. Wanna to update my blog at least one post per week =). Discover thing that interest and share in blog kinda way to keep track with my time.
How's u girls doing?
I gotta go n see each of yours blog ( of course, if yours is still there la... XD ).

So, stay tuned and support my COMEBACK (?) !!!!

ps* miss me? >*<

雨天（一）

2011-02-02T16:58:00.000+08:00

若是韩剧饭（fans）的话，你大概知道我在画什么了……

哈哈，宾果！

韩版《秘密花园》。不是台湾版

因为我第一次看到他们的画报时，就觉得很好笑

有点像常娥奔月的feel~

话说回来，本人觉得画报和原来是美男的挺像,

都是角色们全部 “浮” 起来。

秘密花园原是漫画，改编成电视剧，

造福了我们平民百姓的眼福了

故事呢我就不多说了（懒）XD

主要是男主和女主因为某某某原因（对调灵魂）

而发生了某某某事情（LOVE 啦还会有什么^^)

剧内的男二（Oscar）的搞笑动作可是不能缺少的~

其实男主的部分描述的很细腻, 网上都会有人帮忙分析，好像

为什么男主老是穿着运动衣?

为什么男主老是和男二争东西？

等等~

重要的情景之一（ps〉好想要个那么大的书架 @@)

好帅！

ps**如果你没耐心，我建议你从第6-8集看起。

如果喜欢的话，请替我share 在面子书上

和留下脚印（comment）在此~

你看到的短短的图案，是我画了几个小时。

十扑X2！！

2011-01-06T22:33:00.000+08:00

words are like knife, they may not cutting visibly but it pain like hell

thanks for the words

make me realise the real thing.

Singleactivities

2010-12-30T21:42:00.001+08:00

Wake up quite early today, not that I intent to as I cant (mostly) get myself up at like the alarm clock sing. Mom wake me up using her leg/hand/throat (must be one of those, I do not know), asking me to drive her to her friend house.

Err... 7.59am?

After drive her to her destination, I have the idea being home alone for the whole day.
Home alone = Cook yourself o_O (what?)
Dad head for work, and I staring at the house. Silent. Oops, there is still meow meow sleeping on the dining chair after feeding him this morning. He really is a good cat sometime like now, accompany me although I think he just simply taking his nice slumber on the comfortable red chair. Tickle and disturb him for awhile, I go to the upstairs to use my lappy.

12.10pm. Oh great, I am hungry. @o@ Simply cook myself a meal, continue to search for information and at the same time watching FairyTale, which I started it yesterday. If you watch it, maybe or can you explain why the character of Rave run into this animation especially the small, short, white creature with a ice cream cone on his face ( I just do not like it no matter he is in Rave or Fairytale)

Planning to watch Rapunzel today but only leave last and only time. I still sleeping on my sacks when the movie is still left 20 minutes to start. I rush there err... literally I do not really rush there, I dilly dally parked my car and go to the ticket counter. Miraculously, the ticket is still available for me and I take my seat in the cinema.

I found there are lots of peopo and the seatings are completely different like what I see on the screen that the ticket seller showed to me. So... I, myself think that all of them are sitting at the wrong seats. ( I really do not what give me that idea XD) Simply take a seat a little bit front, row C ( mine is row E) complaining+ mumbling to myself that the auntie behind me is very noisy because she is taking picture in cinema?!! What in cinema? Do you have any place better place to take but here? Why not in front of the entrance?Here? ?-?

The movie start for 5 minutes and someone poke me, saying me have their seat. Opps~~
''Sorry,sorry~"
Quickly siting back to my own place. (Embarrassed ##_##) I later find my seat have a better view than before XP.

Rapunzel is totally so disney movie, which it is a complement. I touched when I see the light are up on the night for some reason. All I can say is Rapunzel is so NICE (way far better than the Gulliver's traveller.... dammit)

When the cinema's light is on, all the peopo get up and head to the exit. Following the crowd without a thought, but some heading back saying the door is locked. Locked? The crowd start heading back with noise. Some complain with their friends what if there is fire happened all of us will be trapped. O0O!!! Suddenly, an episode of Criminal Mind flash in my mind. Wow, noway...
For your information, the murderer locked the cinema's back and front door causing the crowd to burn lively in the fire. =-=

The crowd find the exit. It is just in front of where we get out from the cinema's door. Sweat. ( The cinema is the number 6, hope you find the door next time. XP )

Brought my dinner and home sweet home. Mom is back, watching tv. And I ? Sitting in my room with a lappy on my lap and dinner beside me. How satisfied~ ^^

My dinner ^^

The 25th.

2010-12-26T01:47:00.002+08:00

Today is totally fun.

First of all, big Goh Goh is back. ^^

Meaning I got Ipad to play, on top of that I even hit the highest score of Ninjump (7401). Wakaka!!!

Ninjump is a super easy game but yet difficult in some way. All you need is just your two fingers or one to tap on the screen and the tiny ninja will jump from one side to another. Easy! Of course, there will many obstacles in between. You even transform to another form when you hit same type obstacle three times in one row.

We resume yesterday unfinished shopping but we have a new member (brother). After shopping around, my sis and I get to go Takahashi restaurant (just beside Kbox) to have our first lunch there!!! Yipee~

Food is not bad, just nice.I ordered the Curry Udon Set which I cant feel the power of curry but it definitely is more than enough especially to small-eater like me. XD I add a lot of curry powder in it. Still the taste yet to be~~~so so.. =-= Of course, the boss of the day is my brother. ^^

Finally, Despicable Me is great movie. I apologize I have a bad first impression at it last time.
Sorry, Gru. =)))

The yellow bean-like-creatures are super duper cute other than Agnes. ^^

Cheerio for CHRISTMAS~~~

2010-12-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Ding Dong Bell~~~~

It is Christmas, peopo!!!

Yup, it is a red and green season again~ Time really flies. Last year, I still going out with friends for the Avatar and the countdown, and now it is Christmas eve again.

After having dinner at home, cleaning all the dishes and my almost disaster recipe ( that is the Cola-cola chicken wing), my sis and I went for Jusco to enjoy some Christmas atmosphere. We found the parking place very fast. Maybe peopo rush to other place?

I found something very starnge, that is Jusco Santa men are so lonely. No kid surrounded them and Santa looked like tired and dragging his present bag wondering around the ground floor. I wonder where are those kid, staying at home? Poor Mr Jusco Santa~ (btw, his present bag was small. )

Shopping at ground floor, we both found our favourites.

My sis got herself a pair of extra long "horn" and an angel ring while I caught two Big head tiny bears for my picture. All the pictures are in fb. We took a few pictures until the sales girl kindly said no picture was allowed. What a waste. I still have many pictures haven took.

We shopped awhile until my brother crazy phoned us to retrieve the car to him. But, we managed to grab a cappuccino before reaching home.

Coffee + Tv = Christmas= Satisfied ^^

Picture of the day XD

Annoucement

2010-12-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

I had opened a Chinese blog!!!

lollipopadventure.blogspot.com

please support support~ ^^

Open Day!!!

2010-12-21T11:18:00.001+08:00

Ellloooooo, people!!!
Finally, the blog is reopen. I wonder got anyone barely notice it. If you are looking at this, THANK YOU for looking at tiny ~~dirty~~ little corner .^^

I had been thinking of demolishing this blog as I plan to open one soon but laziness win the war. ( I pretty lazy transfer all those contacts one by one or is there other ways to do it in an easier way?)

This is the first post . What am i going to blog about le...?

Exam? No, over is over. Talk about it again in next march. (Result coming out.)

Me? Erm... It is okay but I will post one of my prettiest picture (in fact there arent @@)

Holiday plan? There is a good idea. Unfortunately, the plan about going to jog every morning failed after I suffered muscle pain on Day 1. Gotta blog more on this at next post.

Working plan? Honestly, I decided to be a freelancer (is 米''从''）No working plan. Last time, I worked as a waitress so hoping to work as other than this. Still considering la....

Travel? Hmmm... I not sure about this cos I not the BOSS ^^

Last but no least,

Dang DANG DANG!!!

Haha~ This is definitely not me. I not turning into an African although I am quite dark ~o~

Here am i~

Still looking young XD

ps* ''从''replace the word of worm . I cant find the word using com pin yin.

Screw pin yin~

Starting as a blogger at day 1

Condolences

2010-06-30T23:33:00.001+08:00

For me, i think you are really a handsome guy when i watched the drama- ''On air'' other than the main character. The news that say you have gone really me think a lot. I do not know what the reason make you choose this road. Haiz... May you rest in peace~

Bookmark on sale!!!

2010-06-16T16:23:00.001+08:00

These are the bookmarks' design that distributed to every classes early on but i think posting here can let u guys see better with the colours. Interested? Rmb to 十扑 ooo... =P

2010-06-09T00:46:00.001+08:00

Just feeling to write a post on my long abandoned blog. Nothing special.
We have plenty of changes in our life, small changes that you and me might not even notice them just like the opposite house have changed their mail box or big changes like making decision.

All of these may be important, some may not.
We never know how these changes influence us in the future. For those who are scare to be similar, we love changes because we always hope changes will bring us to a better place. Fear, anxiety, lonely are sometimes appeared in our surrounding. Sometimes they are so strong you cannot ignore them and we run away. They win, you lose.

People always say that human should always start looking at the bright side of every side. But, what if we cannot see the light how do we even see the bright side? Emotion controls our mindset. I always think that I am a person who strong enough to control them. But, now i know i not. Sometimes i can barely breathe for no reason. Stress? Not sure.

Positive, positive, positive. I hate to fail someone's hope. I hate hearing people s' argument. I hate people say they are disappointed on me. I hate my own weakness. I wanted to become strong, strong enough not to care others.

Hope to be strong.

PPS time!!!

2010-04-24T13:34:00.004+08:00

Finally be able to rest awhile....
because...

MUET is over!

yup, you are right! lets party now!!!
but resume back to work as
muet speaking is coming next week...
need to clear my throat ....
aaIiiiuuEeeeOooOO

however, what is crucial now is pps time!!!!
yipee~

ps* i promise to uninstall it after this XP

=)

Rentas Desa

2010-04-18T18:50:00.004+08:00

You what is the outcome of lack of exercise?

That is climbing up the staircase like an old man, sitting down like a person having constipation, really needed a wheel chair.

for me, Rentas Desa = Starwalk

I got the 18 th place in the girls group!!! Yipee... although i am already half dying that time... If i can jump within 15th I may got the bronze medal as i never get tat... but at least i in 25th ... LOL

But, at the moment, i think i really need a wheel chair...

ps* I have a badminton match on monday wondering if they allowed me to use wheelchair in the match...

mad detective--- r u still urself?

2010-04-10T00:39:00.003+08:00

if you watch mad detective recently, you may as well have the same confusion like me. So, i be able to search something to solve your doubt.

copy paste from somewhere.... and suddenly i think this is a good movie for us to think ....

这是我内心的完美一部电影，完美的编剧，似乎比我以前所构想的还要完美。但是很多人，并不真正理解。特别是在神探的妻子，张美华上。　　
　　我们先来讨论“原有人格”。人心中那原有的人格可以被抛弃，而神探，则可通过相关的情景重新找到这个原有的人格：比如迷失在森林的高（神探在森林找到了他）；迷失在摆抢布局的何（最终他变成了小孩和女人，原有人格消失）；和神探的老婆－张美华。
　　每个人心中有着自己的性格弱点，这类似七宗罪。原来的何，其弱点性格其实是一个软弱的小孩，只不过之前的环境并没有让他显现出来，原来的高的弱点性格则是那个胆小怕事又好贪吃享乐的“肥仔”（正是这个弱点性格，让他偷钱，但是那个时候他的原有人格还在，就和便利店的女孩一样，神探看得见她的原有人格，而之后的高,神探则完全看不见他的原有人格了，被遗弃了）。而美华的弱点性格就是自私。但是为了维持自己警察这份职业并且不毁了自己前途，为了生存在这个社会上，大家都演化出了自己心中的“鬼”。高演化了多种人格来更好的生存：谎言（应对盘问和质疑），暴力（杀了王，杀了其他人使案情复杂化），技术（布置引诱何的那个现场的带眼镜扎马尾的）等。何最终演化出了谎言，神探的妻子没有演化出其他的鬼，只是她的弱点性格和原有人格无法并存（从一见面就争吵可以看出，两者是格格不入的），所以她最终选择遗弃了自己的原有人格。这是蛮悲哀的，林熙蕾对陈慧珊说，是你害了他，其实这是张美华自己心中的声音，但是她也知道，跟着陈，自己的前途也会被毁，心中的“自私”让自己离开了陈，只有需要破案的时候才去找陈，原来那个为陈着想的美华从美华心中永远消失了，似乎只被遗弃在神探的身边，而美华体内的自私弱点性格从来都是占据上风，原本的美华似乎永远也掌握不了控制权。
　　陈慧珊对神探说：“如果这个世界上每个人都有鬼，但你没有，那就是你的问题！”。“自私”说得好，活在这个世上，每个人必须有鬼，否则怎么生存？她的内在意思是说，“你不懂得掩饰自己，不懂得如何生存在这个社会上，我才离开你，这不是我的问题，而是你的问题！”这似乎碰触了电影所要传达的那么一点东西。
　　"take care"，美华在这个时候变回了原来的造型，这是林熙蕾对陈说的吗？不是，是林熙蕾对陈慧珊说的吗？更不是。这其实是美华对神探说的，在这一刻，看着眼前的那原来爱着的老公仍然能原谅自己，但却变得那么的憔悴和可怜，也许心中的原有人格突然掌握了主动权。但是仅仅是那一刻，生活的现实让自己依然选择了背身离去，背影中的美华是林熙蕾还是陈慧珊？答案也许也很现实。
　　影片的最后，最精彩的一幕出现了。神探在开枪前自言自语，放下枪，否则你和别人没分别。神探又说：“我也是人，为什么要有分别？”导演在这里给了观众们最后的暗示，神探也是人，神探也有鬼。很多人都说神探其实是自言自语，其实在最后一幕，导演并没有用“神探视角”来拍摄，高的人格，只是在玻璃中出现反射，如果神探把枪指着高的时候，用的是“神探视角”，那么高就变成了7只，所以，观众并不能看到张美华有没有出现，只是从神探嘴里说出的话，推断出张美华在场。并且，张美华的话通过神探的嘴说出，这是否让你联想到了“谎言”女指挥着高进行说话？这就是影片的最深的秘密：张美华的原有人格，成为了神探的鬼。
　　回想之前的种种，美华一直关心，照顾着神探，神探运用他的天赋的时候，妻子指责他说没有人看得见，让他不要多管闲事；当何拿出枪的时候，妻子切肉的速度加快，是否暗示着神探的内心活动？神探自己很想用自己的天赋给社会做一点事，可是自己的鬼告诉自己，没有人会相信你的，你这样做只会害了自己。在最后神探和何在车旁对峙，妻子突然出现了，大声喊到他已经不相信你了，把枪还给他不要再管这事了，你会被他拖累死的。鬼是什么？为了在社会生存而产生的人格。神探的鬼，不断的想让他更好的生存适应社会，要学会拒绝，逃避，掩饰。可是神探，最后还是扔掉了他的理智，他赖以活在这世上的鬼，最后，便走向了死亡。（原有人格说对了，是妻子的抛弃害死了神探）
　　神探从没有看过那么多的鬼，有7个。高活得真的很累，偷钱，掉枪，又杀了人，所有的衰事都让他碰上了，如果不演化出更多的鬼，有可能继续生存，继续做警察吗？不可能。不是高原来就有7重人格，而是环境逼着高生出了一个又一个的鬼。最后的何，在惊吓和焦躁之下露出了软弱的弱点性格，这是他人生的转折点，他克服不了自己的弱点性格，所以，在接下来的环境中，为了自己能够生存，只能生出了“谎言”，也许以后更会生出“暴力”……多么可悲，一个阳光，好学的警察，仅仅因为自己心中胆小的弱点，犯下了连续的错误，“不相信神探”（相信神探等于被社会排斥），最后布置犯罪现场（为了圆谎，推卸自己的责任）。从中也可以看出，并不是高天生就是一个坏人。高和何，都是一名普通的警察，只不过一个好享受，一个胆子小。两个人在丢枪的时候，都想到了如何掩盖自己犯下的错，没错，两个人都是为了生存，保住自己的饭碗和前途。顺从了鬼，便能生，抛弃了鬼，只能死。这是一件怎样离奇的凶杀案，教人无法参透其中的缘由。
　　记得神探搭老婆一起飞车的那一幕吗，那是影片中最温馨的一幕。妻子对何说，感谢你找我老公来做事，他真的开心了很多。在摩托车上，两人融为一体，这是导演最美好的愿望，之所以没有在最后回放，是因为导演也知道，这只是美好的愿望罢了。在神探得到社会的认可，感受到自己对社会的作用时，现实（妻子）和理想（神探）才能如此完美的融合。可惜只有一瞬，以前的时代再也回不去了。在现在这个到处都可以看到鬼的时代，周围的人们无不充斥着欺骗和仇恨，自私和无情。在这样的时代中，已经没有可以供神探生存的空间，我们又该如何反思自己，反思我们的社会？
　　　　
　　最后，我想问一句，你是否抛弃了原来的那个你？

Dragon adventure

2010-03-28T22:42:00.006+08:00

I am happy because I has watched
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how to train a dragon!!!!!

This show is damn good as the storyline is well-done and of course all the dragon are so cute until i wanna to own one for myself. I sure will pick Toothless (night fury). So cool and it make me recall that it a little bit similar to Stitch. All the things are nice except some M girls (u noe) sitting behind a few rows shout out and let people in cinema know what their ''flowery'' sickness. Cant they just shut their big fat mouth up and keep their opinions to themselves or at least tune down a bit... Really feel like throwing the soda cup towards them but i didnt. Civilized people, you know? But the way, i not sure i can aim it correctly, need more practices on that one. Maybe can ask advices from pui yun or ah sum.... ^^

Last but not least, i am happy to watch it together with my siblings and of course the ticket is F.R.E.E.~~~~~~~ XD
How wonderful can that be.... Thanks big bro and earn more money to belanja me to watch movie ... LOL

刘轩~放任心中的ㄧ百次流浪

2010-03-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

I wanna to go to the talk but something happened and i cant go... haiz.... Never mind i just buy his book to balance back my emotion... hehe... I wanna to thank xinyi for willing to accompany me to go although we did not go there successfully. I wonder how it will like if i attend the talk...

hope he can come to ipoh again....

One type of irritated person

2010-03-27T20:42:00.004+08:00

You know someone maybe very bossy and irritated sometimes. The way they talk, the meaning that hidden inside between the words that he think that no one notice his real intention, the way they think they can lie to the whole world but make themselves more visible on their ugly side.

What a shame!

What do u do if u meet one of these guys?

Scream at them and tell them to back off? Tear down their masks?( I have interest in looking into their meat ) For me, I will simply just ignore them if they did'nt offend me. But, once they cross over my territory, I can tell you for sure, You are dead meat!!! ( i mean them ^^)

Just a post for me to relieve anger... ^^

Photoshop fever

2010-03-17T15:10:00.006+08:00

Originate from this simple magic hat, transform into the bottom of wallpaper by just simply trick using Photoshop. That's the reason why i adore Photoshop skill recently. There will be more and more my play-work during this holiday. Stay tuned!

=)

Glow.J

2010-03-15T00:42:00.003+08:00

Glow.J~my first logo

Just make this for fun... testing on something... Nice? Like glowing in the dark... sweet.

Olala~

2010-03-12T18:47:00.005+08:00

Miss me?

Hehe... Don't try to deny it. ^^ Yup, I am back and yet still kicking healthy here, surviving from the most notorious, horrendous, ultimate Monthly Test of the important final year.

Many people questioned us (form sixties), why are we pushing ourselves so hard in this exam? After all, it is just an monthly test. Will it because of the recent good news of the STPM students scoring 4A's? Or the idea of the stpm is getting nearer and nearer hit into our head all of the sudden resulting us realize to be serious?

I admit. Perhaps, both of them. But the first does the most direct effect on me. It suddenly dawned on me that I should be getting my life serious and think what I want, what should I do after this, what I need to be. Sound strange and unreachable, right?

Erm... Let's imagine life after form six.

If (just in case) I got an OK- OK result which has A's and B's, what is my next move?

Just like my dad's and brother's expect, heading off to Singapore and landed there as an student? Not that I will be getting a place there or what. Of course, studying overseas is my goal of all these years. In my bone and blood, I like to try something extraordinary, something more challenging. Perhaps, going to my big aunt's place to stay for a year to get my head clear of what i want to be (Gap year) which is very common in overseas. This idea strike me after I came across this article in the chinese newspaper from my former school senior, Gabriella. She is a charming person as I read through her blog and news. Currently, she studying at overseas taking just an A in her A-level (if I not mistaken) but marvelous and adventurous personalities make her a place in prestigious Wesllesly University. So, hope to be like her.

If (pray hard this will not be happening) I not getting a very good result,

Perhaps, gap year will be a really good idea for me. But I certainly not sure what my dad's expression ... hehe... Maybe studying local university is not that bad after all.

Anyway, let's do all the best in this final year... ganbateh !!!!

Changes

2010-02-13T12:55:00.001+08:00

Time is ticking
Nobody is the same
Environment try to adapt to new changes
Nothing seems to be right because it has been moved
Sometimes it looks bad when you are not ready
So does human
We used to be close but that's only in my thought
We used to share things but now it only left invisible wall between us
We used to talk a lot but now only silence filled the gaps between us

People change, but I just not ready yet.
Your attitude makes me sick from trivial matters
The way you talk, the way you say, the way you hide from me

May be I just being moody today
Trying hard to look the whole picture from distance
And I see you turning your back away from me
Stunned

Staying a distance may seems a only solution
Try to focus of my own aim
And let the boat sail by its own will

ps. not boy-girl relationship so dont ask.

Steamboat season 2

2010-01-30T09:20:00.005+08:00

I know i know
we having it too frequently
and others even questioned about it
I think they are just being jealous XD

Steamboat season 2

Reunion of exF2+ F2+newbie F2 is coming back on this saturday

A big motion picture will be screening at xinyi's sister-mother/father-brother place
There will be a rock and roll steamboat session
As someone is bringing speaker to rock the place (mayb)
Stay tuned!

edit: the steamboat was fun and many leftover. ^^

Auditor

2010-01-22T19:14:00.007+08:00

I never understand why we need to chase books...
Books have no legs or even little fingers to crawl and yet i need to chase them...
Especially to those who is stubborn to return books...
Tons and tons of ''LOVE letters'' are giving out when ms chee started to breath behind my back

If i am a witch, i will put a spell on those who super-duper-triple bastard who reluctant to return their books that all the books came alive to haunt them just like ms C did to me.

Anyway, the system had FINALLY added a column of students' classroom which save me a lot of time....

so touched ( u never know what i am go through... @.@ )

ps*** happy chinese new year although it is kind of early... angpau,angpau~~

3s1r1t

2010-01-19T23:31:00.004+08:00

s.t.r.e.s.s.
i hate u
stay away from me!!!

what am i going to do until this year end

with this feeling going on
although i thought i am ok
which is not.

feel like punching smbody now. Volunteer, pls?

Ma-saa-jee

2010-01-17T15:58:00.003+08:00

I wanted to start off my blog with a more cheerful atmosphere as i have been visiting a few blogs and they sound in despair. Well, a brand new year should start at a new freshy mood, isnt?

Talk about something i discovered this recently. My mom has discovered a new form of activity which is '' sleep bed'' (translate it directly in Cantonese). Sure you dont get me, right? I also have the ??? on my head the first time i heard from my mom. To satisfy my curiosity, i went to see for my own eye.

It was a centre which sell a lot of medical beds, something like heat massage bed that can help people to cure their illness if u come everyday to do your treatment. Sound like a scam? Dont worry it doesnt cost a penny BUT you must queue up in order to get your number early. And i mean pretty EARLY.

For example, the centre starts to open at 7.30 am. And people is starting queuing up at 6.20am. This do not apply when there is a gift (smthing like a stone, dont know what it's name) to give out. People start to put their bags at 5.00 smthg. My mom went there at 5.30am and she get a ''10'' for her turn. Crazy, right? Mainly is grandpa s, grandma s, uncles, aunties and some kid get cheated by their parent. According to my mom, people even start quarrling when there is too much people and they cant get their 1st turn of numbers because of others cutting the queue.

Back to my experience, i went there thrice these far. It was 6.30 and i ( 10 more ppl) still waiting the center opened. Nothing much to do except sleeping in the car. When there is time, there are 30 ppl already there stand by. I was like 'o_O'''

All the crowd are in their white t-shirt ( the effect will be more obvious if u wear light-colour clothes) To begin the treatment, you need to do some ''exercise'' which is very humiliating. I followed those steps and at the same time have an urge to knock my head hard against the wall. There are so ''in'' as there even got slogans for u. ( cross my body if u want me to shout...) Humiliating, humiliating and humiliating. Thank god, nobody recognise me there.

I got no. 3 and my mom got no. 2. To me, it just a heat massage chair. But, i heard some grandpa and grandma s' health get better and better after trying this out. People also coming from far (1-2 hrs distance) also come here although there are a center there too. Salute to those determination.

Anyway, i still feel a bit fishy about this. I sure dont have the determination to wake up in sure an early morning. I still prefer to hide in my blanket to sleep rather than standing there and trembling to death, holding a number in my hand.

A brand new---- end?

2010-01-12T21:38:00.003+08:00

This blog officially will be switched to an auto-pilot mode from today onwards until the date of the evil-deadly-horrendous STPM is over.

Yeah, i mean STPM which is this year end. From that onwards, i will be freed~~~(literally)

So, to contact me if you found yourself cant get my image off your mind, try calling my house no. or using the controversial way- hold your pen and write me a letter.
(send me your pigeon too if u prefer an older way)

ps* eu eu, sukumunu hadnt back tat time... and clubbing is boring... LOL

Red-green-white season

2009-12-25T01:16:00.003+08:00

Time is ticking...
There was a war in my closet, difficult to decide what to wear. Xin yi warned me not to wear too casual must respect mr. santa, in the other hand she was planning to wear a black top and a pair of jeans while pui yun was planning to wear dress like sixth form night ( accourding to cxy). I chose a few outfit, trying again and again to be neither casual nor too formal. In the end, I gave up and chose a normal sleeveless black shirt and skirt.

Like what we planned, all of us as usual late. Xin yi and pui yun still on the way so i decided to shop around the jusco. At 5.35 pm, 6 of us reached cinema to watch AVATAR. SYOK!!!! although it cost me rm11, i think it is worth unlike the storm warrior ll. (rmb dun watch s.w.ll)

Later on, we went to dong guai's olivenz to have our dinner. (joined by our special guest, jun yean) But, dinner turned out to be supper adi. I guessed it is christmas season and many people rushed out to have their dinner outside. The traffic was terrifying and congested. Luckily, i didnt brought my car out.

Hoe hoe, Li yong and his gf came late just after we finished meal. We decided to take a tour to the club behind the restaurant. Walking around like a bunch of officer doing research, see which club is the most rated club during christmas season. So, there is how a club look like. Smoke, bottles of beer, table without chair, crowded people, high amplitude black-eyed pea's song (almost everywhere is their songs)... I finally understand why xinyi say there are table without chair.

10-9-8-7-6-5-4-3-2-1

Merry Christmas !!!

Standing outside all the clubs, we countdown at outside ( cos we are not drinking beer so chased away by the waiter) Continued doing research at all the club, then say good bye to everyone at 12.30.

Overall, it was cool. Reached home tired and no more energy to fb-ing adi. =_+ZZZZ in front of the computer. Waiting santa to drop by at my doorstep...

ps. for more information, can visit hoe's blog as reference. XD

Christmas's eve

2009-12-24T00:19:00.005+08:00

Going to enjoy my Christmas eve's party with my classmates tomorrow
although there will only be 7 of us
just 3 pretty girls are be able to attend
no more lonely night with tv at eve
say bye bye to tv
and
hi to santa claus!!!

MERRY X' MAS

名句

2009-12-19T13:45:00.003+08:00

My friend sent me this forward interesting message and i will like to share with u guys (mayb u already have one in ur mailbox). A smile a day brighten the life of u and me. =D

名句--請細細品味...

‧ 樹多必有枯枝，人多必有白癡。

‧ 君子報仇，三年不晚。小人報仇，一天到晚。

‧ 醫生叫我行光合作用,別熬夜 。

‧ 帥有個屁用！到頭來還不是被卒吃掉！

‧ 騎白馬的不一定是王子，可能是唐僧；帶翅膀的不一定是天使，也可能是「鳥人」。

‧ 就算是Believe中間還是有個 lie。

‧ 就算是Friend 最後還是會有個 end

‧ 就算是Lover 最後還是會 over。

‧ 就算是forget 也要先 get才行。

‧ 就算有個wife 心裡也要假設 if。

‧ 壓力始終來自於新台幣！ (人民幣)

‧ 樹不要皮，必死無疑。人不要臉，天下無敵。

‧ 人生(人蔘)，不過比當歸長一點。

‧ 懷才就像懷孕，時間久了才能讓人看出來。

‧ 上帝給了我們七情六慾，我們卻把它們變成了色情和暴力。

‧ 最浪漫的三個字不是「我愛你」，而是「在一起」。

‧ 前程四緊就是：手頭緊、眉頭緊、衣服緊、時間緊。

‧ 青春就像衛生紙。看著挺多的，用著用著就不夠了。

‧ 女人的愛是用說的，男人的愛是用做的。

‧ 幸福離我們很近，但，我們都忘了靠近。

‧ 天底下沒有所謂複雜的事情，是人的思維和感情把它複雜化了。

‧ 福利不是問題，問題是沒福利。錢不是問題，問題是沒錢。

‧ 今日事今日畢，過了今日就不必。

‧ 皮夾裡的發票永遠比鈔票多。
‧ 我不是隨便的人，但我隨便起來不是人。

14-16 Dec

2009-12-19T11:54:00.005+08:00

The day started at 6.30 am. I already woke up still feeling extremely sleepy but managed to wake up myself up by banging my head against the wall. Waiting mom to come back from the morning walk, checking what would i left behind unpacked. Soon, arrived at the waiting point sharp and took the bus to Lumut at 9.00am.

Fast forward, we had our lunch at KFC at the Lumut's jetty. Girls and guys already starving to death but the guys determined to eat their lunch at 12.30 sharp except Hoe hoe. According to their (guys) theory, eat later can tahan longer.Weird huh... what the difference between 1/2 before and later anyway... LOL So, girls had their finger-licking-good chicken first while all the guys rushed to the counter waiting the right time arrived.

hey, girls cheers! where is pei huh?

Oh yeah, happened something interesting in the kfc there. Hoe hoe brought some ''expansive'' chicken. In order to help hoe hoe to sell it, pei cheated ter wei and nesty a box of chicken cost rm3.00. Cheap? Wait till you see what is left inside... a empty box and one on-diet chicken wing. This on-diet meal had to be shared equally with ttw and thw. All of girls were laughing like mad when we saw their expression from heaven to hell... XD

here was the rm3.00-chicken wing. of cos, we gave them our french fries also... ^^

During 3D2N trip, we went to a temple (forget what the name adi) with bike (except pei and wai hung riding motorbike). It had been ages since I rode a bike. So touching @_@

Mr. Right, where are u now?

Who wanna try my punch?

sayonara, pangkor!!!

Life without identity

2009-12-18T01:08:00.004+08:00

I am dummy
I am the world super duper triple dummy
I lost my purse on the first day of my trip
Dammit
Thank you to all of my friends for your caring during the trip
especially pui yun who almost fork out all my fare on this trip and help me to find back my purse, thank you to pui yun's dad too although he is kind of fierce... XP
Thank you pei who lending me money
Thank you xin yi too for comforting me
and of course to all the boys too

Luckily the purse is found
Luckily dad didnt really scold me much
Luckily i reached home safe and sound without any identity after 3D2N trip
and
didnt caught by the police

Overall, the trip was fun and free. The details will soon be posted after I collected all the pics.
so stay tuned!
^^

life after getting back my ic

ps* i will return u girls once i see u

Storm Warrior ll

2009-12-13T18:31:00.004+08:00

Finally, it is out. Watch it with my brother. And because it is a new movie, we have to pay rm 11 each for the ticket. Super expansive. TT.TT We should watch it in the morning. save $$~~ The picture is pretty but the storyline is damn boring Too many silent scenes, like i watch u, u watch me and this process take about one hour. Haiz... All i can say is this is a pretty nice comic movie.

Bo syok~

Seppukoo

2009-12-13T18:07:00.004+08:00

I came across this interesting article when i am reading newspaper
in the other day especially to those who always commenting themselves cant live without using facebook.With this new website, you will not have any excuses for spending hours in front of the computer facebook-ing. ^^

About Seppukoo

“This is the end. My only friend, the end.”

You are more than your virtual identity
«Virtual life» is an - often - abused term used to describe the whole of one person online activities. But as media communications let our second/online/offline identities overflowing into real life - and vice-versa - the distinctions between the real and the virtual are becoming, more and more confused. Which is virtual? And where's the real? Beyond all those questions only a fact remains: that our privacy, our profiles, our identities, our relationships, they are all - fake and/or real - entirely exploited for a sole purpose: to be sold as a product. But are those lives really worth to be experienced?

Pass away. Leave your ID behind.
Rather than fall into the hands of their enemies, ancient japanese samurai preferred to die with honor, voluntarily plunging a sword into the abdomen and moving the sword left to right in a slicing motion. The name of this form of ritual suicide is Seppuku (切腹, "stomach-cutting"). Among the important people who committed seppuku there are Azai Nagamasa, forty-six of the Forty-seven Ronin (1703), Takijirō Ōnishi , and, of course, Luther Blissett.
As the Seppuku restores samurai's honor as a warrior, in the same way, Seppukoo.com deals with the liberation of the digital body from any identity constriction in order to help people discover what happens after their virtual life and to rediscover the importance of being anyone, instead of pretending to be someone.
Hacking and parasiting one of the most popular social networking website, Seppukoo.com deactivates one's user facebook account, driving people into one of the most radical chic user-experience: the vir(tu)al suicide.

Suicide networking. Infecting the social.
As viral marketing strategies have been exploited by corporate media to make profit connecting people all over the world, Seppukoo playfully attempts to subvert this mechanism disconnecting people from each other and transforming the individual suicide experience into an exciting"social" experience.
With Seppukoo in fact it's not important how many friends you have, but how much you may influence them. Induce your friends to commit suicide and rise up the Seppukoo Rank!

Resurrections. There's no death where there's no life.
Suicide is a free choice and a kind of self-assertiveness. Unfortunately, Facebook doesn't give to its users this faculty at all, and your account will be only deactivated. This means that any information regarding you and your friends, will be strictly preserved by facebook authorities in order to keep your virtual life alive for the eternity.
That's why you won't need any superpower to come back to your virtual life after death: just a simple login, and your life will be completely restore back.
Still hesitating? Let yourself be conquered by Seppukoo as you have an honour to save yet!
Don't waste this opportunity.

comment: by the way, i do not think this will help unless you really have self-control because you still be able to restore back your account. Thus, i still afraid my account password will be abused.

for more information, visit the website : http://www.seppukoo.com/

Warning

2009-12-09T19:14:00.005+08:00

[ Warning ] : This writer has gone crazy due to extreme boredom during the holiday. This article contains no nutrient content, lots of nonsense and meaningless. If you still want to continue reading this, read on your on risk.

Having flu isnt in my holiday plan....

When other people having flu in a same area, what will happen next? If you are smart enough, you should start gasping as little air as possible and putting up a face mask from now on. Not saying i am wicked or what, because you dont know when you will become the next victim and why having flu will make you transform into a man-----------------'s voice.

Thats what I am going through now...

At first, it was my dad began the ''flu war''. Then, it was my mom. And guess what I '' kena'' also...

Waking up with a sore throat, thinking it was just a mild morning sickness but quickly the condition getting worse until I felt dizzy and fever in the afternoon. Dammit.

I still remember last time when i was sick, i thought i was ''fine'' in the beginning. Figuring if i could take care of myself by using only a wet towel to cool down my rising body temperature and wait for my dad to get panadol back after his work. But, after consuming almost a bar of panadol a day , it turned out to be no avail. My body temperature rose until 39++ and scare my parent like hell and my mom fetch me to a nearby clinic to see doctor in middle of night. Having last time experience, i became more cautious. Luckily, it did not get worse this time.

Having FLU is the most troublesome. Toilet paper roll became my bodyguard, following me around the house. Rubbish bin seems to be full very fast these few days. I wondered why... XP

Interestingly, I even discovered an advantage of having sore throat. For example, when I saw a cockroach in my parent's room, i will ponder whether should i scream or not because i scream also like no sound coming out from my throat. So, when i saw mr. cockroach the 2nd time, just forget about the screaming part. Pa! Pa! done. Save time. LOL

Date going to class activity is getting closer and closer, hope i be able to get well soon before that day.

P.S. if you are reading until here, i already spread bacteria thru the line... hoho~goodluck, guys
*evil wink* ;)

olala~
by, sick gal

T.T

2009-11-27T18:57:00.003+08:00

I am broke~
My only rm40 has left without saying any goodbye letting me to stare at the hole of my pathetic thin wallet with my eyes popping out from my socket.
Dammit.
It suppose to be my this whole month holiday fund. T.T
Guys, if you wanna to ask me to go out, be sure to remind me to glue my wallet tightly or even considering to belanja me makan just one or two noodles...

*btw, this my 100th posts... yipee!!!*

a girl asking for mercy~
@^@

Friend

2009-11-21T12:47:00.005+08:00

Last day of school day, cross feeling ( sad-5%, happy- 95%) XD
last day being a lower sixth student
cannot act innocent
cannot be so blur and dilly dally anymore
next year many things will be changing
we do not know what will be happening to us
learn to treasure and do not take things for granted
is
what i understand this year.

* thank you and nice to meet u all*

Death

2009-11-21T11:26:00.003+08:00

I now officially announce the death sentence of my hp
so please do not thinking of miss call-ing or seeing her,
because it is effortless.

Amen.

*if u wanna to contact me, please call my house phone or try on sending sms if it still can functioning. ^^ thanks

Minami Shineyo

2009-11-09T14:42:00.002+08:00

Title: Minami Shineyo
Also known as: You’re Beautiful / You’re Handsome

hey, all of u who feel bored pre/ during holiday, do try this out because it was damn good XD
just simply find in web or pps is was just on top of the korean /japanese list...
one of the series i chasing recently...

synopsis: about forming a band and a twins sister pretending her twins brother in the band...

reason to watch: nice synopsis,
good acting,
super nice songs and most important

got leng chai too

...
..
.
feeling extremely happy now...

chapter of life

2009-11-07T10:56:00.005+08:00

This is an amazing year...
although it is still early to say that, December is still 1 month ahead, however i would like to write this earlier..

2-0-0-9,

I worked as an waitress in Black Canyon for the first time other than my father boring-uninteresting place...

The year i drink super-many-duper yum cha sessions in a year due to the empty period after-spm holiday...

The year my friends left me for their better future...
A year which i think our friendship begin stronger...
One of the years i have many doubts, disappointments and confuses in my own future path...
My bonded-sister left me and flied to a place called Malacca...

First time of all, I arrived at a almost all boys school named Sam Tet and learn how to survive there...

I met my new close friends who i thought i will never come across in my old school
I met my new beloved hilarious, amazing and cool classmates of L6F2 although i was like a listener more than a speaker
I met the way how people socializing with each other without offending them
I met many couples too^^
I know how the skill of gossiping too (thanks to some of u guys, u know who u are...)

I feel contented... really... thanks to all of u guys...

off with contented heart

L-O-V-E

2009-11-05T16:15:00.004+08:00

love can be painful
love can be sweet
love can be sour
love can be memorable
.
.
.
thats why people still crave for ♥

just touch-and-go feeling
^^

Update

2009-11-04T21:26:00.007+08:00

I know i should be studying now...
but how come i am ended up here le?... haiz....

Ignore that, happen many things recently... afraid our class will be separated into different part due to the rearranging of classroom although rumors were all over the air that it maybe just a fake call. But, i felt insecure and yet quite disappointed of my marks. I guess i just have to work REAL hard for it... i cant continue like this anymore...

Kicked away those miserable bubbles, let talk about something exciting and cruel? ^^ Recently, our class was playing a game named, '' Aiyah Boom Pa ! '' If you are in 5S5 year 2008, you sure will know what is that game all about. It was introduced by Ah Sum. Crazy. I not going to write the rules here, so i quoted from hoe hoe's blog there about the rules and regulations:

A few people gather round a circle, and each of them were assigned a number, then a person was chosen to start and call out a number randomly. The person with that number are required to slap one of the person sitting next to him/her, either left or right, on some part of their body with large surface area (e.g. lap, back), then the person who was hit are not allowed to make any noise, but the person next to the victim have to yell "AIYAK" and the person next to him have to yell "BOOM BANG", then the next person will have to call out another number randomly.

Magic of copy and paste tool, save tons of works. =P According to those victim beside me, Pui yun, wai hung, hoe hoe, ter wei,... (list continue), my '' ru lai shen chan'' is one of the thumb up slaps. Hoho, i have no idea, i just remembered my hand swollen after the minute i slapped mr/ms victim's lap... In my point of view, isnt that lost all the fun if all of us hit like mosquitoes bites? But, i also felt sorry and guilty to the person who i slapped so hard. ~ Sorry~ @_@ All of the girls checked out their laps after the game ended. Ah Sum's lap started to tell the story (swollen and had black and green) and so did nicole (one of the top rated victim of the day) To my surprise, my lap was safe and sound. I wondered why...

This week, lower classes are having colloquium session. Students are forced to stay back until the latest 3.40pm. Damnit. Dozing off uncontrolbably, when i wake up the speaker was still presenting. Bringing along mp3 and books ans borrowed pui yun's cubic also (still cant solved the top last row... What the... ) to utilise my leisure moment. Our class was the second to present. It was fantastic in the beginning because of the video we made in class was hilarious although it caused problems to us too but no regret about it. Of course, it will be best if we can handle it in other better ways to avoid fussy people. Overall, good job for L6F2. Especially Jacq.

Went out with my classmates to sing K, a memorable experience although i waited my song for 2 hours. Hehe... XD

Having a small class gathering again this friday at nic's place, looking forward to it because my dad had just given me green light. Yipee~~!!!

really need to resume back
more works waited ahead
tata for now

下一站幸福

2009-11-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

2009-10-29T21:44:00.001+08:00

things i wore that night... the fake eye lashes kind of freaky...~

Finally

2009-10-26T23:13:00.003+08:00

Finally, this is it.
The sixth form night, a day i was looking forward that for a long time... time to show off my stiff-robotic dancing moves... haha

Brother sent me off to school at 4.30 pm as i am a sixth form committee had to be earlier. Embarrassed to get myself out of the car, scare that i wear tooo formal. Kept on checking track with time and phone up single human beings that suppose to come on time. ( u noe who u r la.. hehe...)

All the things were ready in place, All the sixth form committee were freaking out worrying what will happened in the show later. We got the chance to take a group photo before the show started.

As for me, i curi-curi cabut to see my classmates in the 'fitting room'. Guys and girls all transformed into leng zhai and leng lui adi with the fantastic outfit and extrodinary make up on the girls' faces. Although it was raining cat and dog outside, this did not faded our enthusiasm. People were busy taking dozen and dozen photos with each other, Our class managed to get a class photo with serious mode on (except me n pei pei cos we didnt notice it and smile like idiot. LOL)

fast forward, the opening act was a shock with all the MJ's moves ( no idea why MJ moves so famous this year and yet it was a standing ovation from all the audiences.) Fast forward more >>> our class performance started ok but became better and better on the end as we calm ourselves. I wishes that the cd will be coming out soon so i can show it to u guys to see our sixth form night performances, Singing was fine but when it came to third show my little darling black shrinking hat started to pin unsteady on my hair. When i jumped up, it jumped up too. i turned, it felt like going to fly away... =,0 damn. The last pose which was the male holding the female, my partner n i forgot to hold our pose luckily will very 'sheng mo' went in front of the stage and bowed like nothing happened. Phew~

The performances were fantastic that night especially a class which their show highlight was a guy wearing sexy girl tube dress dancing super hot with 2 guys. That was the super high of the night. Everyone gone crazy when he did a seducing pose which was gave a slap on his butt. Really inviting like pn. Electron said. Haahaa... The guy really sacrificed a lot and of course his class got a 2nd prize for his excellent show.

F2 rocks!!!

Girl gang included 2 err.. girls perhaps?

Pei pei, thank you for accompany and giving me a target to bully u in class..^^

Thank you~~~~ <3
( the flower is not mine 1 just pinjam to take photo)

Early Stage of the day

2009-10-25T16:00:00.008+08:00

Finally it ended. A marvelous night ended with joy and madness. All of our effort was appreciated although we did not win a single prize.

Lets roll back the clock from the morning. Rehearsal started at 10 but our guys wanna to have a full class rehearsal on our own so we started at 8. But, mostly all of us were busy chit chatting and running around the hall instead of practicing. I thought that was ok because we have been doing this all oveeeer and over again for so long, no harm to rest ourselves on the last day.

On that day, i brought my sister to school to meet her friends only for short moment. Some of guys never met her before started to act funny and exaggerated move. Haha... Suk mun was embarrassed and ran away to the hall to hid with Hui Ling.

Later the rehearsal, at usual started late. I invited chee yuen to ST to watch our rehearsal and of course meet some of her friends too (including me) but she was late. I was about to leave to do my make up and hair in the De Coiffera Image Salon ( free advertisement !!!) It was F~R~E~E of chargeeeee~~~ Yipee!!! All of the expenses were counted on the sixth form fund.

The hair stylist who is a she was friendly and designed this amazing hair i never think of doing it. She designed a long hair transformed into short hair with a jagung hair. The jagung hair took me a century to finish as i fishing half consciousness in front of the mirror. Luckily, it turned out to be nice instead of Afro hair.
By the way, she even add an accessories on my hair a little-mini-shrinking-black hat on my jagung hair. I looked fantastic (becos i am a leng lui.. muaahaha!!!) Thumbs up for the hair stylist!!!
Later, i do the make up thing and put on my first life fake eye lashes in my life!! It was painful like it was sticking on top of ur eyes, i cant even do the blink-blink eyes so often to prevent the eyelashes falling down and became my moustache.

i am the most cepat finish my hair n make up they still in the process...

tada! jagung hair LOL~

I was ready at 2 smthg and i have to go back to school at 4.30, so meaning i have no way to go except home but my mom and siblings were coming out to have their chee cheong fun. Imagine a girl with the make up and a super jagung hair appeared at our shop to have chee cheong fun. Akward, right? Even a guy glanced at me suspiciously like i didnt notice him. Hello, who say jagung hair cannot come here to eat lunch jagung also need food ma....

After eating lunch heading back to home to get ready for the day!!!

to be continued~~

2nd time class Rehearsal

2009-10-22T01:59:00.007+08:00

I feel very sad.

How can i even think of wearing that dress? Stupid dress. Bloody-red-tangklung dress. Hate it. I shall burned immediately but it is not mine so i ask i just stepped a few steps on it. Ha.

My dressing is awkward.

My partner wore so smart and yet i was like an aunty. Damn it. I kept on hearing my friend said my partner is soooooo handsome and when i saw him i was totally stunned. Shxx. Thinking of changing back school uniform and shoes, but it will make no difference telling that the whole world that: " Hey, look that red-tangklung girl know herself well afterall."

I feel like digging a hole right now even i think about it. ( no sand, so forget abt it.)

In the whole rehearsal, wearing the big size high heels boot, I cant stop myself calculating my every single steps when i was dancing. Once again, sorry ya partner, sorry for ''pulling u down'' also (letting u down). Haiz... coming back with a heavy heart, and dragged my legs to chemistry tuition. So exhausted. *_*

Going to heal my heartbroken heart alone in my tribal cave...

Evil plan

2009-10-19T21:21:00.003+08:00

Time really fly... exam is over n sixth form night is coming closer n closer n it just on this saturday. 24/10. My 2 goh goh n mei mei are coming back to celebrate my papa's 5Xth of birthday on the king's highly order. Unforturnately, I will be damn busy running around the school to finish up all the works that assigned to me...

To compensate my sins, i wonder should i do a handmade card as it is my family kinda custom to create a birthday card to my parent. Pretty lazy...At last laziness conquered n won against me. I should get my parent present on the next shopping. I miss my mom birthday because it is my exam day (bad timing) and i am going to miss my papa's birthday too (full of guilty). They all planning to have their outside n i can only imagine myself with them eating a marvelous cuisine by swallowing my whole hand in my mouth.

Running away from the title again as usual, my class dance is almost finished except for some here and there uncompleted dancing steps. I was arranged and managed to have leng zhai ( he must be happy if he know it... haha ) to be my partner (self-imagination on-mode ). Pictures will be uploaded after the night.

Dinner night as usual means synonymous to spending all your money. On your make-up (due to sm reason it is F-R-E-E), on my dress ( sis wore it last year librarian's farewell night ), on high heels (still undecided), on some accessories... n many more. All of these are money in my eyes. But still, i am looking forward that night. Pimples still love me very much and i cant chase away them... trying last minutes to do some cleaning... praying i will look good on that day...

To cut all the spending to the limit, i borrow dancing dress from my mama's friend. To my horror, she gave me a bloody-red dress. exactly the colour on the screen although the dress look nice. I wonder can spill some ink on it (huge jar) to darkened it. Still pondering on my evil plan,......

to be continued...

Otomen オトメン

2009-09-26T10:54:00.003+08:00

I swear this is reallly my last post before my 'big' day come... the reason i cant wait till after the exam because i discover this show...

オトメン

The story centers around the popular high school boy Masamune Asuka (cute guy), the top kendo fighter in the nation. However, beneath his cool exterior, he is actually fond of sweets and shojo manga, and is skilled in sewing and cooking. When he instantly falls for the transfer student Miyakozuka Ryo, his secret is in danger of being exposed.

If you like the hana kimi, you sure will like this manga-based japanese drama. ^^

p/s. oh yea, even this guy is casting too ( with a serious look)

Update countdown

2009-09-22T10:45:00.007+08:00

This most probably the first counting down post before i stop blogging and start my fully potential engine on my slacking behind studies.

Wow, Hari Raya holiday begins and it doesnt mean that exam fever is end temporarily. Holding book and notes everywhere whenever i go, living room, waiting in the middle of traffic jam, beside my pillow (or under my pillow), when doing '' BIG'' business in the bathroom (haha).... Trying hard to utilise my every single second well, although the progress of uploading file to my head is slow and sometimes hang without me realising myself.

My friends are coming back from all over the malaysia. sms-ing me for a yum cha gathering event. Hoho... i quite looking forward to it >U<>

Yesterday, i having the only PA tuition in my holiday week. More and more i feel thankful that i came to this tuition as the teacher is indeed hilarious although she is teaching the sien- PA. (better than the school that 1)

After that, went to jusco to meet my other '' young'' committee as one of them is birthday boy. My car boiled water in the freaking hot weather again (i will blog again this in other post). Ran (actually i walk briskly) to the KFC to meet them, and they are having their lunch. Only 7 of us o_O??? I cant really campur into the ''youngsters'' world so just keep myself occupied by pretending looking around the busy crowded Jusco like havent see it in my life before.

Later, we went for a movie- G-force. Surprisily, it turned to be a OK movie. Not to good, not to bad, just so-so. Ony that, the movie does exaggerate a lot (coffee machine kill human...swt ) If you find yourself stressful, try this one.

after watching this, u might have an urge to have one of the above

i love this show so wong chi wah-style: stupid .

off for good.

New Kickstart

2009-09-19T19:19:00.008+08:00

Tada!!!

Finally, i am back together with a brand new blogskin, and of course inserted life back to my dreadful blog. Hoho... I such an irresponsible because i purposely abandoned it... hoho...

Lets do some updates:

1. Ultimate-high-confidential news (not really)---- the freaking damn october final exam is coming soon!!!! I cant get myself calm down or i am stressful as my first paper fail miserably. I dont want to repeat my steps again. I wanna to escape. Escape to somewhere else. Somewhere i wishes to be. And this is my last resort..... lets pray hard, 1,2, 3 ok next topic...

2. As i had mentioned earlier, i will be presenting/participating/force to take part in this interesting sixth form nite. That day i need to dance 3 freaking dances and one more not yet verified dance... damn. Same horror strike me again: I cant dance!!!!!!!!! T.T even i dance, audience must be sitting down there wondering where is this robotic human coming from......

3. Recently, unfortunate thing happen to my car. The water in the car was boiled. (u noe what i mean...) I didnt notice until my brother came back and use my car told me. At first, he thought what is the sound (boiling water sound sounded like someone pushing trolley beside u ). It shocked us when we see the temperature indicator pointing at the extremly flameable high!!! Quickly, we parked the car beside the road. Investigating the organ of the car...

me ^^ : need to add water ah? i gt plently of undrinked water...

bro : hmmm (pretend to investigate, he also dont know one).... add the box at the right side.

me : ok. (undrained all the H2O). eh? bro ah, isnt it the car sweeper's water sign?

bro : ......

me : ......=.=

after 5 long silence seconds,

bro : i think we added the wrong one... (ding!!!!)

In the end, we also arrived at home safely but sweat like hell as we cant on the air-con. According to brother, it will explode if we use the air-con or even the fan also. A series of unfortunates...

4. I have chasing this k-drama- "when it's at night " and surprisely found it interesting and i spotted some cute guys ... (evil grin)

i like guys smiling like this making my day shine.

Five-days trip

2009-08-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

I totally miss them so much

although we just separate less than 48 hrs but i feel like missing them so much...

T.T

Momo, Hoho, Mimi please do come home more often

because i need a playmate urgently !!!

^O^

Sixth form night

2009-08-25T15:25:00.006+08:00

Sixth form night is coming soon? Of course, not that fast la... but soon... 24/10 if nothing goes wrong on that day. Every lower form classes are required to have a performance on that day and choose a title of the performance. Do not know whether it is lucky or unlucky, we have High School Musical as our opt. Lucky is we know what is that but unlucky is everyone know what is that. So, it really has its pros and cons.

On that day, we all will of course wear pretty pretty and dance. Being one of the limited eight girls in the class, I will be pairing up with another guy who is always siting in front of me although i do not know him well. Better than nothing i guess. I am absolutely thrill to have him to be my partner compare to other. haha... joking...

Piggy sent some of the HSM 3 video clips to me as a reference. We are supposed to learn it on our own first especially i will not be able joining their first session together. I try it at home and OMG it is damn difficult. The steps are incredibly fast and hard to remember. After trying for an hour, I am sweating like hell and feeling dizzy.

this is the high school musical 3. How i wishes Sam tet is so canggih like this.... impossible of course....

haiz... i try to resume back to my steps so see ya next time...get additcted...

<

look what i found!!!

Sister and weekly

2009-08-08T08:00:00.005+08:00

Oh no, i such a terrible blogger. How can i abandon my this sweet little blog for such a long time... terrible me.... Anyway,

MY SIS IS BACK !!!!! for 1 WEEK !!!!

My big brother is back too but only for 2 days. Yipeeee~ I so glad she is back in one root with me again...

We did have a loooooong girl chat session on our beds... bla about any craps that happening around us lately, to keep both of us update... And one more good thing is she brought along movies in her pendrive like 17 Again staring by Zac Efron. Wow, he sure looked very cute and charming in the show . I got electrocuted by his magnetic current ( 100% physics student ). Both of us started to giggle and laugh at our own self. We sure have a ball of time together.

After last sunday, i couldnt get my time forked out because of the stupid tutorials... I wished i have the courage to skip some of those unimportant class but Mrs. Electron* warned us we will be appeared at Mr $$$* office if we did so. Thats risky.

*person of name have been edited.

Exam is coming soon. And i am unsecure about myself...haiz... To say Form six is either difficult or easy, there isnt a really right word for it. I guess no pain no gain. Going to strike all out for my coming exam although it is only a monthly test but to me it is my bloody test since i started my form sixth life.

Yesterday, there was a education fair in ST. I spotted the IDP corner and my friend and i tried to approach him by lottering around waiting him to serve us. Luckily, there wasnt many people at the booth (luckily he spotted us orelse we lottering like some kind of jobless guys =D ) Asked something about studying abroad and what will have to do right now and gathered some information too. Oh yeah, there will be an Aussie Education fair at Syeun Hotel at 19th of October from 1- 5pm (not sure). Be sure to bring along your school result then.

Thats what is busying me last and this week. Farewell again tonight....haiz~ see you guy next time...

Unfortunate

2009-07-26T12:47:00.003+08:00

My lifetime first red ticket (saman),

may God bless me.

vvv

vvvv

vvvvv

outcome:

it was settled!!! without any a single penny... yipee!!! how? hehe... secret*

belated birthday

2009-07-23T17:16:00.005+08:00

i officially announced C.S.F is now

eighteen years old LOL.

This year my birthday i didnt really celebrate it because suk mun is away and my friends are all away from studies. My brother did buy me a cake from secret recipe but not the type i wanted. This year birthday was kind of "peaceful" as i thought, but it turned out as another way.

Today, as i was told, library has a meeting BEFORE a meeting. And i was like, " Are u kidding? meeting before a meeting? R u nut?" Our Tou tou (head librarian) just said we (the new com) got to have a meeting to prepare for the tomorrow meeting. I didnt suspect anything.

At 2.00pm, mun yee, kai yan n i went out from the sixth form meeting and went for the ANOTHER meeting at library. The library is so noisy (as usual) and everybody seemed to be so busy with their works. Only me sitting there looking at the ceiling. The tou tou said that we still have to wait for somebody. so MOre waiting... Everbody seemed to be soooo busy ( u should come up to library to see them working) and i was soooo FREE~ so i tried my best to act busy by walking around popping my head here and there to see what are they doing.

Suddenly, mun yee called me to come with her. We went to the downstair notice board and put the notice on. Damn hot. " wei, u call me to come here only wanted me to be feel the hot with u ah?" mun yee just smiled. Then i said i want to go into the teacher female toilet which is located just beside instead mun yee volunteer to accompany me to canteen toilet which is further. When we were back, all of them still busy. Then, someone suggested we all waited in the bilik gerakan. I walked in front. I saw there was no light in bilik gerakan and someone pushing in the dark.

I opened the door. Without any time of thinking, someone pushed me in ( mun yee n yi xuan either one of u). To my surprise, there are other com holding a birthday cake with 2 candles with the " Fun and Jye" on it ( still got the other guy same b-day with me).

Of course i was surprised although i cant really showed that touchy touchy expression on my face. I am a person who is toooo calm. I even can shout out if someone scared me behind the door but cant help staring with that person or ride for a roller couster and u definitely cant hear me shouting or yelling like mad people. But, truly i was touched. My emotion kind of slow. haha... Thank you all of u like jo ann who always remember my birthday since primary, mun yin who still nice and kind, eugenie, my darling who is older from me several days, michelle who also older than me and still owned a present and lost the "Qian tian Wa Wa", my sister who is leaving on the exact day of our birthday, mun yee, pooi lim, ying bing, my big brother, friends and the librarians who have wishes me happy birthday. Really appreciate it. ^^

here are some photos:

THANK YOU !!!! #^^#

39th STSL farewell 09

2009-07-19T12:34:00.007+08:00

overall it is ok...

except that we cant really move around very much because the space there is really very limited. i can see that some of us were quite bored, not knowing what to do excluded the upper n the form 5 committee themselves.

the dress code of the farewell is SEMI- formal but in the end it turned out to be sooooo formal. all of us were wearing gown and the guys were pretty smart-looking.

sign before u enter the hall~

pui lim n me

some of guys i took pics with...

hello~~

starving~

a bunch of pretty girls

say cheese~~~ ^^

can i faint?

2009-07-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

hectic, hectic and more hectic...

finally the inter-class competition has come to an end, but the school examination is just around the corner which is just few weeks away leaving me still helpless here. haiz~ and the worst now, all the club is having farewell almost at the same time!!!!! i gonna die...

i am a librarian and tomorrow is the farewell and i still have to go back to school at 9.00am. just now i received sms from the sixth form treasurer, tomorrow sixth form have a meeting in XXX at 8.00 am. BLOODY HELL!!!!!! why????? WHY!!!! why all the meeting have to come to me at one time not that i just entered many clubs. WTH. anyway, why sam tet-kians like to have meeting so much? No idea. = =

the sixth form farewell is on 1/8 and the exam is nearer that time. i just dont understand why they insisted to do the farewell before the exam? isnt it nice or better to have it after the exam so that we can stuff our mind more information for the exam? I just wanna to say halillujah to myself.

Halillujah~

enough of the negative and mind-kiling conversation. lets switch to a happy side. I am having a play NEXT week and it will definitely (must) turn out to be a interesting play. Idea sponsored by xin yi and i am the one who writing the script (because i have the excuse to skip the acting part...muahahha =DDD ) others are acting. my team's title debating about whether fairy tale is more romantic than modern love story. There will be lots of lots of hilarious acting parts (count me out). stay tuned if i managed and my team members allow me to put online.

tomorrow is library farewell night as i say earlier. let u see my wearing gown the day after tomorrow.... ^^

raining season

2009-07-12T12:06:00.002+08:00

raining again...

cold breeze blew into my room, causing me shivering like chicken again...

7.35 am. luckily i automatically wake up in this time as i goin to school for actuary today at 9.00...

got to be prepared... getting used to mom type, prepared myself at least 1 1/2 hrs earlier, nice habit...

but,

dad decided to went for dim sum and

it was 8.15am now

clock was ticking... but, dim sum????

okie, succumbed to dim sum...

the sky was still pouring water... shivering...

and, we ended up in the noodle stall...

cheh, no dim sum.... goin to be late for sure...

ah sum din reply my sms, nobody received my call...

8.45 am, still at bercham...late

my parent very good, got down from the car for me so that i wouldnt have to turn around and drove straight to school... guilty...

but, (why got so many mr. BUT here?)

pui yun called, and fortunately i chose to pick up her call (usually i ignored calls during my driving) parked my car aside...

WHAT? Cancel?

got it... drove back to find my loving dad, saw him just came out from the tyre shop which just beside the drop off point...

mom went to market so no need found her, still i called to ask her whether i need to pick her up as still raining mildly. However, she refused as she wanna to walk in the rain... how romantic... and laughed at my stupid-ness also...

hehe...

i love them...

earthquake+ random

2009-07-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

earthquake just visited my room.... causing me to be like this...

can u see me? >O<

busy busy busy~ die very soon in exam week T_T

sweet dream

2009-07-05T08:47:00.000+08:00

5.30 am.

pouring heavily outside the window

thunders and lightning were also participating

me, hiding inside the blanket

wondering whelther when was the rain was going to stop

6.00 sms-ing with friends

6.30 half conscious condition

7.00 competition start, still raining non-stopped

8.00 raining, decided not going to international run

8.15 sweet dream (fully unconscious condition)

messy

2009-07-04T18:22:00.003+08:00

i have been pretty busy these few days because of all the activities in school, causing my very clean room turned into this

looks like a very successful person working a thousand ringgit business during her sleep time, huh? i guess it is time of me to do some room chores. LOL. by the way, i will be putting meow meow cat for u, suk mun just in case u very rindu kat him. hehe...

say cheese~

he just wake up on the sofa and mom didnt know that... hehe...

Open day ST

2009-07-04T13:33:00.004+08:00

today is saturday and once again my sweet saturday was snatched by ST because of the bloody open day + report card day. bloody~ the principal even gave us special anouncement to warn us sixes to be in school or else we will be appeared in his room on monday. is it a warning? should i report to police? (ignore me as i just resent the way he talked like sm1 in amc, perfect match)

reluctant to reach the school so early, i decided to drive slow and steady to school just to drag some time. i almost stopped at every "berhenti" sign although there was noone else on the opposite road. abide the traffic road ma... stepped on break- change to gear1- see left and right 3 times- confirm 2 times the road was clear, then go. Thats what is so called slooooow and steady ma... haha...see? suk mun, i can be a very safe driver 1, try to ask yin hui.

looked at the car clock, still pretty earlier~

me : wanna to visit the surrounding of the parade in the dark ah?

yh : whatever la...

me : ok, here we come.

remember the minimum of a car speed? i drove 20km/hr. meaning as slow as a turtle? then, it was time and both of us dragged ourselves to the school walking across the bridge to the ST. still pretty early... so i chatted with my friends and laughed at our very own jokes in the middle of basketball court. Then, i realised i not the only one who reluctant to come but also others. Pei^2 even drove the longest way to ST and passed by amc too. walau a~

later, we entered the hall. small comparing to amc hall but still ok. the air cons made us shivering like chicken without feather in the winter. the ceremony was brief and short(got performances, not like teacher's day dun worry.) Connie and i senyap- senyap lari diri from the ceremony (many guests were already gone) and with her friends went to the boy scout's self-constructed-one-floor jungle house ( it did look like 1 to me). i went up the ladder and the ladder-steps were like every step were vary from each other, quite far apart. my heart beating like mad ( ok la.. overexaggerated hereat least increase the speed compared to usual). i was not scare of falling down but terrified to fall and stuck in the middle of the steps that was ridiculous and yet humiliated (below was empty and the step was only a slim batang). they even do BBQ chicken and light meal under a tree.

i think thats all for this post as it look very long to me. feeling sleepy. take care!

interclass competition

2009-07-02T20:43:00.003+08:00

one word :

F-U-N !!!

i was playing badminton today for female single represent my class as not many girls in my class. i lost today... haha... still can laugh. my opponent is lulu so i didnt really think i can win this match. because i didnt play or even touch the body of the racket since ... primary? when i took out my racket, i was shocked when the colour of holder was on my hand because of the long-stayed vacation in the storeroom. kesian~ if interclass wasnt held, i think it will stay there ... forever? wakaka...

the netball match was so much fun. all the amc girls gathered and shouting, yelling like nobody 's business. boys were looking at us and stared at us in disbelief. AMC girl power .. wakaka( because we really SHOUT a lot, rmb back there in amc? smthg like that...) haha... i never thought that netball can be so much fun.

just got the latest news, i NEED TO PLAY 1 MORE ROUND!!!!! OMG. i die lo... my muscle still pain like hell and i need to play it once more next thursday in addition i still gt international run on sunday eventhough i was planing to do the walk strategy. I must be paralysed after the end of the competition. =P

will be update more information plus some pretty pics soon. so stay tuned!

blood donation

2009-06-23T19:12:00.003+08:00

i went for blood donation today, haha. Actually i didnt think much of it or else i would turn around headed to the door.

it was started with a few people in the hall and LOTS of Merah Sabit guys stood there to help in case u suddenly suffocation or fainted at the spot or vomited your breakfast... Quoted chu yee's saying, there was more staff than donater like u are in the operation hall. creepy huh~

To start blood donation, u have to fill up tons of personal information. 4 pages full, ticking yes or no. like one of the question: adakah kamu sihat hari ini? *errrr... maybe no hidden sickness, healthy baby.* while waiting for my turn, i sat with chu yee listening some boys making fun of each other about their weight ( u got to weight ur mass to make sure u are not underweight or overweight orelse the weighting machine might misfuntioning the minute u stepped on it... hehe) getting more and more people came in the hall and there was only 10 beds there, wondering would it be a bed traffic jam....

finally it was my turn. pulling back my thought, down to earth. weighing (secret, hehe), asking some health questions then i proceeded to the next station. Defining blood group: meaning gt blood la!!! a nurse use an equipment to needle fingertip. it was slightly painful althought she already put achohol on it to relieve the pain. Ouch~~~ i hissed and i swore i saw the nurse laughed of my act. then she started to apply my blood to some chemicals. blood wound (i noe it is so small to consider as a wound) still 'opened', i asked method to indicate my blood group.

then, filling some information again (just a card).

DANG! DANG! DANG!!!!

BLOOD DONATION

**saliva going down the throat*

suddenly fear struck me. i didnt realise my fear was written on my face especially i saw the frightening, long, sharp needle going to *** to my vein. one of the lower form merah sabit kid (younger than me ma....haha) comforted me(no use) , i felt a lot better as the needle-going-into-my-vein process took seconds. Phew~ i got this experienced nurse. One of my friends went to through this process 11 times as she said the nurse considered her vein is so small and invisible.

Lying there doing nothing except kept my left hand rolling a roller, looked up the ceiling trying to recall some of the funny scents of the tv dramas yesterday. Then, the staff said:
'' Your blood is not jalan la..." **what?!!** My hand rolled faster than before. "Now your blood is jalan again." ** phew~**>_<111

The whole process took about 5 mins. tada! one milo packet drink, one packet of Tiger's biscuit plus an tiny, desperate, miserable red apple in return of my 300 ml blood. haha~ it was FREE... =DDDD

Chu yee was slow. I think she was the only person lying there for 1/2 hr.(she was ahead me.) same reason again. the blood wouldnt jalan itself. muahahaha. poor chu yee.

I was glad i donated blood. Now, i can show people my "vampire mark". Wakaka...

random

2009-06-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

feeling a little bit lazy today, because school ends at 3.40.
didnt have my beauty sleep as it will just waste more of my precious time. promise not to touch the evil laptop today and it seemed that i have failed it as it lured me especially after i watched my favourite show. I can be very 'high' ( i mean emotionally la...) for little little small, tiny things and cant help myself smiling like an idiot.
the partially show is abt the youngest daughter in the house. She was forced to pretend as a blind to perceive a guy(wrong guy) who had fraud a lot of money frm her friend's sister and making her diagonised nausis. In one concidence, the guy misunderstood she as a blind and she in the other way was persuaded by her friend to cheat the guy and dump the immediately after he fall in love. Inexpectedly, she too moved by the sincerity and fall in love with him but in the same time felt guitly as she had promised her best friend for the revenge. So, she came up with this idea. Both of them walked in a separate way, if they werent able to meet again in an hour, they just do not have the fate to be together. ( old trick ... i noe but i still fall for it... so romanticm, isnt it?)
what is the ending? of course, they met again in old trick again. ( A lorry in the middle of them, and she listened to the guy's inner feeling then, u noe la... the stupid lorry drove away... tada! there she is !!!) like that lo....
hehe...
just wanna to share, i mind not be able to asleep today...ahaha~~~~~~
tired adi.... go to sleep lo,..............zzzzz

成全<刘若英>

2009-06-21T12:15:00.003+08:00

作词：施立/陈没　作曲：陈小霞
成全<刘若英>

看着你和她走到我面前
微笑地对我说声
好久不见
如果当初没有我的成全
是不是今天还在原地盘旋
不为了勉强可笑的尊严
所有的悲伤留在
分手那天
未必永远才算爱得完全
一个人的成全
好过三个人的纠结
我对你付出的青春这么多年
换来了一句
谢谢你的成全
成全了你的潇洒与冒险
成全了我的碧海蓝天
她许你的海誓山盟蜜语甜言
我只有一句
不后悔的成全
成全了你的今天与明天
成全了我的下个夏天;

Starwalk 2009

2009-06-21T07:06:00.005+08:00

It been a little different this year. Many of my friends left ipoh and i really do not who is going also. And 1 more thing, I AM LATE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_T as i fall asleep yesterday early without setting any of my alarm clock so L-A-T-E. OMG. I have a angel and a devil beside me, calling me to make up my mind. Angel say: Go la. Go and meet ur frens and do some exercises as well. Devil say: Go for what, u didnt even register for it just stay at home and it had been late adi.

After much pondering, i succumbed to devil. Haha... but i still moral supporting u gals there at starwalk now. Muahaha~ =DDDD

Yesterday, there is a surprise. I was sms-ing one of my fren abt starwalk tmr (today).

me : 'tmr gt go to starwalk ah?' * beep*
CY**: 'who is this?'
me : 'csf'
CY**: 'hu is this???? '
me : ' suk fun la... u havent thinking hard, do u? '
CY**: ' nope, i have. But still cant think who is this. Is it me forget who r u or smthg else? '
me : then i realise i sms to wrong number, but who is this ah? 'oops~ i think i mistaken u of one of my female fren, haha. sorry~ but how i get ur number ah? '
CY**: 'LoL. I am 100% guy from ipoh. I also not sure how u gt my number. haha. what ur name?'
me : ' haha... i also hav no idea. my name is jess....'

CY** is the false name because i named it with my fren's name...

then we started to chat off using sms. Because of my super curious attitude, i finally know who is he adi... my mom left the number on the telephone book without labeling who is it and at the same time i also wrote a set of number on the it. So thats what is happening... hehe....

silly me...

College

2009-06-13T11:23:00.003+08:00

I wishes i in college,

just being envy after reading others blogged abt their college life,

i wishes i can find something fun and interesting here in ST too *praying hard*

my mind just shut down recently,

so i decided to scribble smthg to reactivate it,

Mr. Brain pls do open ur door when i am study,

Being nagged by my dad recently abt my studies again,

quite upset,

cant do anything abt but merely put extra hardwork in my studies,

so that what i doing now,

brushing up my english now in the same time blogging using words,

good reason, isnt it?

i miss u gals.

and oh yea, i miss u,sis 2.

i din watch ugly betty and ANTM also, lost fun watch without u.

Peaceful day

2009-06-13T10:58:00.002+08:00

Listening to 988 fm,

no DJ speaking,

merely endless peaceful and marvelous melodies in the thin air,

Feeling extremly relax,

no stress, no work, no nagging,

sitting at the round table,

finish reading newspaper,

finish eating my lovely breakfast,

already hav my bath,

what a peaceful morning,

And i L-I-K-E it.

shah alam

2009-06-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

Ahhhhhhh~

Shah Alam is in Selangor?

Only now i realise...

Who is the one mislead me? u?????

I even argued with my dad, *embrassed* #^^#

sorry dad, like u said, no sense of direction

and i am very proud of that,

haha

i guess i just need a driver in my life (rich life ma... muahahaha)

interested?

PPS sucks

2009-06-12T14:00:00.003+08:00

note: You might feel vomit, headache or any discomfort about what I'm gonna write after this. So if you insisting to continue read, because you're reading this at your own risk.

1. I totally disappointed about the library in ST. Maybe because i had been a librarian in amc, so i happened to be very choosy and kept comparing its differences between amc and ST. But, something basic like books arrangement (in my point of view) must be neat or at least not that messy. but, but, BUT theirs books were DAMN MESSY. Lets me give u a situation, a rack that contain SPM books can have a STACK of PMR books. Not 1 or 2 books is A S-T-A-C-K of books. And i am very particular abt that, especially when i was told to arrange 3 racks of super-duper-extremly messy books. And, thats my limit.

2. Library gt air-cons= no air-cons. They are so stingy about air-cons. I can sweat like hell when the air cons is on. Conclusion: Air cons in ST is a decoration or just a display.

3. The president is so nasty and i dont like him. Bad guy. >_<

4. The test for probation librarian is sucks. They called us to search high and low for 3 books instead their books werent in order either. I got an urge just to push all the messy books down the floor and walked away nonchalently. "2 mins more," said the senior. shit, i just gt 2 books, simply grabbed a similar books but different barcode. " Times up." Bloody.

senior: " This books is correct. That 2 books are wrong. Go and find again."

me: WTH!!! "But the title is correct."

senior: " The barcode is wrong. Search again." bloody hell.

Of course, i cant find it la... i search, search and search until my eyes wanna bleed. Nope, nowhere to be found. The books just disappeared in the thin air.

5. Finally, arrange books again. shit. All my books is BLY. Meaning, i gt to arrange it according the bloody barcode. I wanna to faint la.. many not related books so i "put" all the books on the floor just to release my 'little' anger. Muahaha...=DDDD

just wanna to write abt the library in ST. Damn it.

Sister

2009-06-10T10:19:00.002+08:00

after 5 hrs we left u,

driving back to ipoh.

u bring away many things,

my dictionary,

my clothes,

my trousers

and

my facial sunblock

(it has been damn sunny these days so, very important)

and yet

my Handphone as well.

I feel lonely,

but

I can buy NEW ones =P

included hp if dad permits.

just some craps, oh yea... pls dunno contact my hp, my sim card is sleeping now....

Short Farewell

2009-06-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

As i was washing the car in the morning, still thinking whelter should i go for the gathering in jusco, holding a spouge in my hand, giving my lovely car-car a bath, listening to MY FM songs. Today suk mun, my dad n brother went to Penang, leaving me and my mom at home. 10.55 am... still got 5 mins before 11 am. Ok la, maybe this will be the last gathering for we all as many of us are going to their seperate path of life (especially jpa holder, i miss u all la...)

I reached jusco at 11. 10 am. All the vehicles were rushing at the direction of the jusco. Long q at the stupid ticket machine. Took me 10mins to reach into the jusco compund, as i could leave my car behind and walked in instead of waiting 10 mins pointless moment there. Ppl who are brainless did not know there are 2 lines available and yet they tend to pack to 1 line making it a traffic jam outside the jusco especially the second car at the queue. Helo, brother there is 2 lines la... R u blind?!!!

Finally, got into the jusco. Parking space was awaited me so it didnt take me long to find a parking space. At the speed of lighting, i went to meet jo ann they all.

Today, guests : Jo ann, Sook Yan, Kar Mun, Julia.

We sat in Mac and talking to our heart content without ordering any set. We started to gossip and bla a lot of things and laughed as though we owned the Mac. Then, Julia went to queue up for her Big Saving Meal at 12 pm. Lines of ppl were already waited at the counter waiting the clock to strike 12. Then, we went for a window-shopping around. Like the cantonese sayings, "Wan Kei". But, we just enjoying it so we should do that more often until the owners of every shops recognise us and sent us away using broom if not we will keep on coming. ( hehe.. ^^)

Luckily, i came to this short farewell. I sure will miss all my frens.

MISS U ALL > * <

I all alone in school. Scare to see how many girls are still staying in amc. I wishes i can go to somewhere else. Still cant get used to the life in ST, wondering when i will began to like it....

绊脚石

2009-06-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

曾经何时我变成了你的绊脚石?

我不知道。

因为你从来没有向我说。

而我也选择当一个聋子，

对所有的事聪耳不闻，

不听，不理，不睬。

当你对我说，

我的心竟然是如此疼，

一切来的太突然，

让我不知所措，

但，

却无力反抗，

只能任由心在淌血。。。。。。

life is in a mess.

明燈

2009-06-02T00:28:00.002+08:00

为什么?

天空真的会出现彩虹吗?

会不会彩虹根本不想出现?

蒙朦胧胧的隐藏在蔚蓝的天空，

为的是不希望被摊开在人前，

命运，可笑的安排彩虹必须出席在虚伪的舞台剧，

因为可能是他的宿命，

还是考验呢?

Fate or Change?

2009-06-01T21:45:00.003+08:00

I guess i going to Form 6 path.

haix...

just thinking i still got a path to choose.

again, damn it.

slap slap* Wake up, DUDE. Alive and Here COME the brand new ME!!!!!!!!!!!

slap slap*Down to earth.

Ouch.>_<

just a silly post wrote by a girl in an inordinary humid hot night. H-O-T.

jess is hot. jus blah-ing.

H-O-T

2009-06-01T21:21:00.002+08:00

Aaaaaahhhh...

Hot morning.

Hot Afternoon.

Hot Night.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.....

Oh my gosh, there is no other word in my head except hot.

DAMN it.

wondering how am i going to sleep tonight. Switch on the air cons? Dont want la... Global warming + ants' home inside my old fashioned air cons = no air cons. If i switch on the air cons, there is risks that i should considerate it:

Waking up realising my body is full of red spot tatu s by the master ants.
Waking up with an ants saying hello in my forehead. ( cant even imagine it >_<)
Maybe i should switch my bed with suk mun, and lets the ants have her as she is the one wanted to on air cons too.
Or i should use my taekwondo flying kick to kick it down and leave a hole there allowing the wind come in at night (not yet consider the mosquitoes).
Wrap myself up with my blanket tightly and wear goggle and cap. ( safer: wear a raincoat)
Just sleep la!!! sweating like hell.

Oh gosh. For one thing for sure, u cant have both things at a same time when u came to crossroad like me.... =(